Hi, Merry Christmas!!

When I heard about the Magi stroy in the bible I could think their humbleness.
They came from far East for seeing a new born King they were wise men and some people said they were kings when they saw a baby Jesus in manger they bow down and gave the gifts which they brought from their countries and they had a big joy to see heavenly King although it was baby.
Isn`t it great? and can you see their humble heart? If I was a king I wouldn`t be happy to know there was a new born king he would be greater than I am... well.. probably I would be like King Herod when he heard this he tried to find the baby and wanted to kill him... honestly...
I think this is human nature but the Magi who three kings they were different they were humble before God and praised God what he was doing..

This Christmas I need to think about my heart, attitude toward God and people and check my this things....

Thank you and may God bless you richly...^_^

One thought.

I don`t agree when people put people who are struggling their drug or alcohol problem or homeless in the special category and think they are different from us. No, as my experiences they are not aliens just they have different issues which we all have different forms of it but in the society thinks drug or alcohol is more bad or serious than those so I disagree we are all equal before God and have the same problems it is sin.

(Last week when I heard peoples` sharing at 12steps meeting on Thursday night I thought about this again.)

An old man!

When I was in Hamilton one day late evening I was walking on the street I saw an old man he was looking for something in the garbage cans. He was wearing dirty clothes and looked poor.
When I saw him I was sad and felt very sorry for him because he was an old man and seeking through garbage cans, so I prayed for him silently and left there, it was the only thing I could do for him.

This is my feeling for the people especially who are old and homeless I feel very bad and sad and very sorry for them.
As my idea, elderly people should not live that way and young people if they can they need to help or care for elders in some way but this man was a homeless and looking for something in the trash baskets.
Well, I don`t know what kind of life he has gone through I just want to say I am more sad if I see old people on the street as addicts or homelesses.

This is one of my experiences in the east Canada.

Thanks.

I hate when my frined curses by himself.!!

I met him at down town E-side we are now good friend.
However I don`t like and I am very sad when he swears to himself (of course, to him it is a jok though to me it is self curse to himself) He had an accident for long time ago and now he is disabled. I can guess probably he has had tough time since his accident so maybe it changed him a lot specially toward life? honestly I don`t know but I can imagine how difficult it was to him...
If so then he can have some different idea of life...
Anyway he often says `to get hit by car` toward himself or others.
When I heard that what he said I told him I didn`t like it although he meant a joke I said it was a curse toward him and toward others I told him several times about it, the first time he didn`t agree with me but later he spoke to me `I am not going to say like that because you care about me I know that it is a love for friend`
I was happy when he mentioned about that so I hope that his those kind of speaking habits will be changed then use words of blessings more.

Thanks and God bless.!!

I got a nick name.!!

Again I am here

Today `W` gave me a nick name it was `Energizer Bunny` and he explained to me what it is.
When I heard that I was happy and ecoureged because people can smile or be happy or be cheered up or have some good energy by bunny.(am I right? I hope my interpretation is right.^^)
If I do like that to people it is a good thing to do.(Of course, God is the all source of it.)
and I want to be like that continually for the people(who need to be encouraged) and for myself as well.

And so today I got a new nick name and it is good and I am happy for that.

Isn`t it cute `Energizer Bunny`?

Thanks.^-^

Because of my frined.

I started to write again here because today I heard it from my frined he read my experiences in this blog. Well, honestly I was encouraged by him although my writing wasn`t good but he understood what I wrote. (thank you `D` ^_^)

Anyway so now I am going to write one thing today`s my experience.
Today is Sunday so many people came to house for I was in the backyard with people and talking to them then suddenly I wanted to pray for this person(at that time I was with `W`)
and so I just prayed for him without asking him he liked it or not I just did it. In this my reaction, graciously he recieved my prayer and gave thank to me. Wow!! and so I did it to others as well(I prayed) I don`t know why I just wanted to do it for the people then peoples recived it. Praise the Lord!!^0^
Through this experience I was happy for being used by God and people who let me pray for them. I truely appreicate their acceptance of who I am and understanding of what I am doing here.
This is one of blessings from God for me.

Thanks guys and have a good night and God bless.^^
(Oh! now late time to go to bed.^^)

Tonight my visiting girls in jail.

Tonight I visited girls at ACCW.
I have two girls there and they will be out soon so we had conversations about what they are going to do for their recovery after jail. Both of them are going to treatment centre and for a while they will live there and do recovery program. When I heard that I was happy and gave thanks to God because before one of girls she didn`t want to go to a treatment and wanted to live with her boyfriend but it has been changed and now she is planing to go to a rehab program.

As a W2 worker I have been honest with her it means I heard two weeks ago she shared her plan with me she was going to be with her boyfriend and so I told her it wasn`t a good idea and would be harmful for her and her boyfriend for her boyfriend has had the same problem like her (drug problem) I knew she didn`t want to hear that and wouldn`t listen to me yet I wanted to say that for her and I did it and then today she appreciated what I said to her with my honesty it also gave her to think about what is right thing to do, actually it made me feel good and gave me a thought how important being honest and saying that what is right thing to do for them
then if it will be good for them although they don`t want to listen to(of course it needs wisdom) or wouldn`t listen to at that moment however they will know or can see my care for them.

Anyway I had a good visit and was encouraged by them and happy about being a W2.

`May God bless them and guide their recovery and last of their lives.`

Thanks and have a good night.^_^

Acceptance, Acceptance.!! Equal, Equal

It doesn`t matter what have you done, who you are, what skin color you have, what language you speak where you live a good house or on the street, you are rich or poor, God accepts everyone, his love is for everybody, God sees people equally,this is my most important learning through Partners in Hope ministry.

Peoples in Down Town e-side

This morning I went to down town e-side and I saw many people there and they were on drug because this week has a welfareday. When I looked at them I was sad and kept asking myself `who want to be an addict? who want to live like that? why them? what has dragged them into drug? or alcohol or living on the street? what is that? How can we help them?`
This thought had stayed in my mind all day long today and now I am still thinking and asking God to rescue the people who have been addicts from their addictions and bondages because I know only God can do that.

This is God`s grace.

I visit the girls in ACCW every other monday night.
Tonight I had a good visit and I was encouraged by the girls whom I have visited since last time because they were nice and kind and also shared their lives stories with me inspite of my language limitation. When I thought about this how can it happen to me? how can I be here and listen to them? and why they tell me about themselves? then I got the answer `it is God because of him I am doing it now and it happens to me here.`
I am so grateful for the fact God is with me and he uses me fnevertheless limitations which I have in many area of myself just God works through me this is a big grace and without him I can not do this visiting.`

This was tonight my thought and experience.

Thanks and have a good night.

Hi everyone `Happy New Year`

I am late to say `Happy New Year!!` but I would like to say `Happy New Year!!` because today is only January 3rd so I can still say it. ^0^

And I want to tell you one more thing this thursday night meeting at Mission Possible we had a special person. Why was this person special? for as I heard Elsie and Lorna have known him over 10years but he never had been to our meeting however on this thursday night meeting he was there.!!
When we saw him we was so happy and praised the Lord.
It means eventually he opened up his heart and listened to people who love him and care for him and what they said to him for his clean so the night he came.

Through my experience I can say sometimes it is hard to tell to the people whom we want to help and care for because even though they know what they need to do if so we suggest something for them yet they don`t want to do anything about it until when they are ready or they truly feel they need to get help then we can see them doing something for themselves therefore when he came to the meeting we were suprised and gave thank to God.

Through the night experience I learned about this is a relationship, love and trust if Elsie and Lorna was not there such a for long time for him then he wouldn`t be at Mission Possible but he already knew their love for him it doesn`t matter what you have been through he has experienced Elsie and Lorna they were always there because of that he could come to the meeting on this thursday night.

I am glad to write about this and I can say that was one of many good things which we will have through whole this year I want to share it with you.

Thanks and lots of blessings.^-^